A Very Merry Infertile Christmas

The holidays. It's a time of year that I usually can never wait to arrive. Growing up, the month of December always held a great deal of excitement. Not only would I celebrate Christmas, but my birthday is also in the month of December. There was nothing more exciting than breaking out the Christmas decor,... Continue Reading →

A Change of Seasons

There is something incredibly comforting to me about the seasonal change from summer to fall. There are many of us who share this sentiment. It's our favorite time of the year. The temperature cools, the leaves change - even the smells change. And while there are also the cliche favorites like the pumpkin spiced latte... Continue Reading →

The Power of Letting Go

I have been trying to get pregnant for over 2 years now. While I know that many have tried longer and maybe even harder, I am letting go now. Two IUI's, two IVF's, countless procedures, and one miscarriage......I'm letting go. Tears, pain, questioning, reasoning, rationalizing, wanting and waiting......I'm letting go. Painful injections, horrible side effects,... Continue Reading →

All I Know Is That I Don’t Know

Surrender; letting go. These are words that are heard often when being taught how to cope with something that we cannot control. "Give it to God", we say. There is nothing tangible or straightforward about this, but many of us (including myself) will say it as a form of comfort to someone as if it... Continue Reading →

Follow The Bread Crumbs

Have you ever heard the saying "God laughs when we make plans?" While it carries a somewhat pessimistic undertone, I think that the older I get the more I understand it. We all make plans. Society teaches us to make plans. You grow up, move out of your parent's house, obtain employment, etc. Maybe you... Continue Reading →

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